don't wonder why people go crazy. wonder why they don't

I'm stuck in a place you can hardly understand.
But I don't blame you.
Well I do, actually. Maybe just a little.

Giving up and missing out.
I don't know.. Superficial things?
I should be able to go way beyond that.
I might have thought too highly of myself.

I'm not an idiot.
I know what you meant between the lines.
It's weird how this works.
Really.
But I guess that's how it goes.
Always have. Always will.

Maybe true empathy doesn't exist at all.

.. the human experience is a sad, funny, beautiful thing, full of imperfection and irony

for they could not

they did not listen
they're not listening still
perhaps they never will

lilacs and hydrangeas

it's spring.
in some other beautiful parts of the world.
none of mine to see.

or maybe i'm just blinded.