almost but never quite was

im starting to think that this is something i'd never get out of

i wanted to type a lot
i had a lot going on in my mind
i nearly put them to words
but i lost them

i don't need people to know everything that i say, do or feel
but i'd have them understanding in at least a certain way
maybe its too much to ask


this headache is killing me

meet me there, when we're both fresh

what if one day
everything comes crumbling down
does it mean all the memories get erased
and we get to start over again?

what am i to you?

now if my sky should fall
would you even call?

i don't know which is better

to be full of zest and affected too much
or to be aloof and take things lightly

i thought you'd be here by now

i need to dwell in self-pity ever so often
just to lament on life
just because contentment is extravagant
just because happiness last only for a fleeting moment

when the stars refuse to shine

sometimes, a thought lingers
there's no sense in telling
cos at the end
it's all the same

i don't wanna be
but change is arduous
it is
be it for altering assumptions or practices

i don't wish to skip all the goings
but that's what i always end up doing

i think i'm a cynic at heart
i think you don't know me
i think i won't let you know me

if im nowhere near, then where am i?

Love the tiffany colored sky in this.

Love this and this as well.

somewhere between waking and sleeping

an offbeat delivery
absolute infatuation

-

the traffic light is changing unusually fast
or maybe everything else seems quiet and slow

no, the traffic light does operate differently during midnights

-

why do i have a hunch about it?
still.

when you were here before
couldn't look you in the eye

i want you to notice
when i'm not around

you're so fucking special
i wish i was special

whatever makes you happy
whatever you want

what the hell am i doing here
i don't belong here

i hope it will

if you wander off too far, my love will get you home
if you follow the wrong star, my love will get you home.
if you ever find yourself, lost and all alone
get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home
boy, my love will get you home

if the bright lights blind your eyes, my love will get you home
if your troubles break your stride, my love will get you home
if you ever find yourself, lost and all alone
get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home
boy, my love will get you home

if you ever feel ashamed, my love will get you home
when there's only you to blame, my love will get you home
if you ever find yourself, lost and all alone
get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home
boy, my love will get you home

if you ever find yourself, lost and all alone
get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home
boy, my love will get you home
boy, my love will get you home